Shit

So like, most people experienced with the Fears know that the Black Dog can regenerate and heal himself by one way or another giving you the injury in some way.

That doesn't work with the knocker it seems. He was badly wounded and as a last resort, and because I needed a place to sleep, I got him to to arrange an attack on me where he seemingly ravages in broad daylight and heal from me before escaping while I get carted to hospital.

I apparantly was in critcal from the Eve of Christmas till today, when after I woke up and they told me I was all good, I snuck out and escaped and met up with Blackie again and moved on.

lost

Someone opened the Door the Knocker was knocking on, some guy that fought it with birds.

Blackie and I used the chance to open another Door I summoned and split up, he to close the door and keep it off me while I ran till I felt the door to take me to Victoria answered me. One of the things I learnt in the 3rd year I can't talk about, but I needed to get out of Western Australia after a stint in the Crossroads of Trials.

But yeah, spending Christmas and New Years here, before I decide to go over seas and maybe run there to try escaping this beast. I'm now waiting for Blackie to return... Been a couple of days, and I admit I'm worried.

I don't want to learn about this secret, and he isn't here to steer me away, I may learn it and have him kill me.

Attack

A boy of ice attacked me today.

Blacky finished him off.

Just a Child of the Cold and not THE Ice Child himself.

Otherwise nothing new to report aside I need to get a new carrier for data on my phone... Vodafail is disappointing.


Knocker is back. Course it is. I didn't kill it when I encountered it. Can't. Heart want's a new vessel, and wants me. I'm honestly running out of options now, and I may have to go to another Fear, as much as Blacky glares at me when I suggest it aloud...

But it's coming for me...

Third Year

I can't tell you what happened here.

I'm not... Ready. near the end I was going to give up until Lyron found me, and she's been getting me back on track slowly. I owe her.


I've been on the road again, making my way solo. My tales will be told another time, likely by Lyron. I'm just... I can't look back yet without wanting to die.

But I learnt a lot about the Doors, their City and how it works. I could use that to my advantage and use the City as the Fear's do, but no. I'll wander around Australia. Maybe try and find Fear involvment and report it. We don't have people here reporting such, so maybe I should be the first, and spread the culture?

Second Year

Things get muddy here...

I recall running into a Scarlet Marked, from what these notes tell me she was, and her victim. It was a sight...

Blackie mauled her, went full on Fear on her. I didn't have time to drop the walking stick I had, before it fell she was dead.

I shunned him for a while, not that it cared. Just dragged me up when the Knocker was knocking.

bout 2 year of running from it. It no longer tried to drag me into door, but seemed to try and get me to open the door myself.

Needless to say knocking my door panics me. Lyron doesn't do it but calls out when she needs me, and Blackie actually barks and breaks his silence.

anyway... Umm... yeah. wasn't eventful. From this piont I was running around Queensland Rainforests, near the border of New South Wales. Near the bird santuary... O'rielly's or something like that.

Anyway, still no other runners at this piont. Sorry fo-

Oh wait... Erhm... I try and forget this event but Blackie just brought... May have hitched a ride with someone going north and spending time with her at nights... well... Turns out she was a Willing Doll.

At this time Blackie left me to stalk some other person... At first I was against it but then I found out they were a seriel child rapist sooo..... I didn't stop him and went on running. So yeah, Doll strung me up one night when I wanted to return to traveling on foot. Then they heard the Door knocking and I stopped struggling and told her not to open the door and we had to run. I broke down thinking they were working with the door knocker.

I had no line of sight of the door, but when I saw her move towards the noise, I tensed up. Moment I felt the strings release me and heard her screams, I booked it...

I liked her...

But yeah... 20yo on the run and first girl that I spent time with was a crazy servant that died to the Knocker. That's why I tend to forget this event... I fell for the first girl I met, get nearly killed over it and have her scream haunting me...

First Year

My first year of silence had me skirting civilization. Doors were more often present there. Always someone knocking. On the road, rarely had that issue. Back packing around may be hard, but I was amazed to see that my sister would keep leaving money in my account for me. She seemed to accept the note I left when I ran.

Of course, I couldn't check my bank statements because hey, never had access to internet and I got held up at knife piont, only to see a black dog attacking who ever it was that held me up.

I can't recall how or why it happened, but that dog has helped me out avoiding the Doors. It matchs the description that Lyron gave me for The Black Dog, but it wasn't so much as trying find a secret of mine but to keep one buried? It never liked the Door Knocker, what ever it is. Would always growl when we heard it.

By the by, I kinda got it liking belly rubs and ear scratchs.

Anyway... first year was weird, from standard Runner behavoir that I could recall when I had access to the internet. Just... Ran from the Door Knocker, never heard a door open again. Black Dog companion.

Oh, Cold Boy came for me a few times, but the Black Dog seemed to tell him to leave me, I think? Just gave him a look and Cold Boy would look sad and leave. So yeah, pretty sure helping me to keep a secret buried. I told him that I didn't want to find the truth of this, not what happened to cause me to run.

Just wish the Doors stopped coming.

I'm going to post the rest in blocks like this, not all at once... Just had so much to process and trying to recall what happened is hard. But yeah, still safe. Having some privacy is amazing... That sense of security. I admit that I didn't trust Blackie as I called him before learning his real name. I only read of Slendy, EAT, Wooden Girl and Cold Boy, so wasn't aware he was also a Fear. There is over 20 of these things... That scares me, but not so much about the Door Knocker.

Think that's all that relevant for the first year anyway... Been so long I don't know what words I want to use, so I guess this will do for now.

3 Years

I've been on the run for a very long time. Finally, I have time to sit down, relax and not be scared.

I've found Lyron. A Visitor. Someone that can open Walkways. I'll explain more later. But a lot has happened, but now I can finally rest. I'm crying, because this is the best thing to happen to me since I started running. I haven't had a chance to meet up with another runner as I can't seem to find any here in Australia, but I'm not alone anymore.